Aren't I enough?
This weekend was my housewarming party. I've been living in my new house for a little over two months now, but most of my family had not seen it yet as I live about an hour away. Let me start by saying, it was wonderful. I was so proud to be able to show my family my house and spend time with them. All in all, it was a lovely party and I felt so loved and supported. I was reminded by a dear friend that I truly am blessed to have such a wonderful family. And I am thankful for them. I really am. But, (there always seems to be a but) throughout the day there was this tinge of...something. It's hard to name. I'm not doing this right. Yes, I have a full time job and now a house but I'm missing something. You're supposed to get married and have kids and then buy a house. I'm doing this backwards. In the midst of all the "I love your house" and "I'm proud of you" there were questions about men, as to be expected from family. There were comme...